late night thoughts on listening to Cabaret Voltaire

The paranoid electronic music of my childhood is appropriate now that my life is so much more paranoid and electronic than it was.

depressingly accurate psychiatric mini-test

( ...is here )

for the cheese people on my flist

http://eatingla.blogspot.com/2005/04/news-and-notes-april-28-cheese-whizzes.html

Also, I have yet to break my 25-year record of getting crushes on the wrong people.

As I was sitting with friends tonight having a pleasant conversation, my whole world flipped upside down on me and suddenly I was tremendously depressed and alone, and felt that no one would ever want to be intimate with me ever and that I was going to die alone and soon.

It'd be just peachy if that didn't happen so often.

Baader-Meinhof spam?

My work email addresses got spammed several times tonight by various addresses with various subject lines and each with an url, as listed below. What the hey? German communist... what?

http://brandenburg.rz.fhtw-berlin.de/poetschke.html

http://www.kommunisten-online.de/blackchanel/dresden3.htm

http://www.npd.de/npd_info/deutschland/2005/d0405-39.html

http://www.unserforum.com/aff/include.php?path=content/content.php&contentid=149

http://www.unserforum.com/aff/include.php?path=content/content.php&contentid=54

http://www.unserforum.com/aff/include.php?path=content/content.php&contentid=55

http://www.unserforum.com/aff/include.php?path=content/content.php&contentid=56

http://www.die-kommenden.net/dk/zeitgeschichte/graeberschaendung.htm