It's time to ring some changes

Custom Friends Groups I Inhabit (known): Well at least the ones that stood out as interesting. People who list me but don't show up as reading me at all either have me in a "never again goddamnit" group or block referers or web bugs, which is fine. I prefer mystery to rejection. :)

WTF
nogramandbs
motivation neutral
IRL2
white guys (god bless gordonzola for cracking me up each time with this)
The Rest
salon
busy
read two
the kids
Elite

It was good to see zebulon_y, and twice! Plus, I ate Mexican pork tonight. Mmmm. Playing phone tag with others, hope this pays off.

I am still sleeping outside at least half the night. What the fuck is this, Mississippi?

The engine of communication with others isn't working well. There are some obvious current reasons for problems, but in general it needs overhauling. I have parts all over the garage floor and I'm looking at the schematic thinking: what needs changing? This thing doesn't work for shit.

You know how you get little medical problems that pile up? The ones that aren't going to kill you, and you can live with them basically, but they're annoying. An itchy spot, a recurring cough, an oof or a twinge or an oolph my stomach. All of those hit me at once this week. It's what my Dad called "being pecked to death by ducks." I blame the heat, double extra neurofeedback, going off two antidepressants at once starting with a 50% reduction, and the Demiurge.

Tomorrow's plan: as little as possible, unless it's reading or meeting up with nice people who like me.

what

Well...you had your chance, but you blew me down. I walked the plank into a sea of dreams, only to land on a see turtle. If only you could sea with that one good I 'o yers. See me. Touch me. Feel me. Heel me. Seal me. Bill me.

Courtesy milkman cordiloquy

I can't go on; I'll go on.

For some of us it's the most we can do.

beyond blunderdome: christ, what an asshole

Getting popped for DUI is bad. It's unpleasant and irresponsible to drive drunk. But if you pay the penalty and deal with your shit and don't do it again, that's good.

Being racially abusive is really bad too, drunk or not. But there are some people who say and do things drunk they don't believe sober. And when they apologize (and stop getting drunk), it's only fair to take them at their word.

But if someone is taken in for DUI, and in the process blasts out a tirade of anti-Semitic slurs and threats at the officers, and that someone is a prominent filmmaker whose father is a Holocaust-denying anti-Semite, and that person has not repudiated his father's views, and that person is a member and supporter of his father's crazy church, and that person has made a passion play film of just the kind used to launch pogroms and massacres, it's time for more than just a public apology.

Hey Mel? It's time for a complete turnaround. Stop drinking, stop being racist, repudiate your bigoted family and friends, and spend a decade or so making amends. Or just toss the citizenship and leave, because you're not wanted.

Craigslist personals

They are all in one or more of the following categories:

• I want someone of a certain race; I am of a certain race.
  
  
• I wish to smoke marijuana with someone and also have sex.
  
  
• I wish to have sex with someone who is wealthy and will compensate me with an enjoyable lifestyle, or, I am that wealthy person and I am prepared to provide this.
  
  
• I am fat or I wish to have sex with someone who is fat.
  
  
• I am extremely bitter about sex and dating, and here are the many, many types of people and situations I refuse to consider. In most ways I dislike other people.There is nothing else I have to say for or about myself.
  
  
• I am a prostitute.