no this is just honestly the first time i realized that what i pay per week is outrageous to most people. for most of my life my family paid enormous sums because my brother and i were both sick from birth. growing up i was always on a cocktail of new "experimental" medications because the normal medications were still too expensive for my parents to afford to buy two sets, and my brother was sicker so he got the real meds, and I got to be in clinical trials because the medications were often free or reduced cost for volunteers of such.